December 2009
65 posts
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The trip was canceled…….Oh god I hardly can explain why. I was completely pissed off, it was awful. But my father offer me a shopping spree time instead. Well, it’s reduce my dissapointment a little. I’ll say goodbye to holiday (hours of browsing, movie marathon, doing nothing all day) soon, see you school, tasks, examinations, and blah blah blah. Grrrrrrrgh.
I am extremely………………………………………………….bored. Until I count all the old dvds I’ve rewatched (not all, just some I’ve forgotten the story and I have 43 dvds). Don’t you believe it? And it’s not fun anymore it’s a gigantic pain in my ass =o
And there is a sudden...
you'll know who I am
<3
Favorite movie genre? Adventure, SciFi, and drama (sometimes).
Blue or Pink? Purple.
Sea or Mountain? Sea (absolutely), I don’t really like mountain.
Favorite designer? Valentino!
Life’s goal? Happines.
Summer or Winter? Winter, Autumn & Spring.
Favorite things? City lights, sea, ocean, beaches, music (everything that’s……beautiful).
Feel? Blank,...
“You start out life with a clean slate. Then you begin to make your mark. You...”
– The Wonder Years (via littlemiss)
Sea and Ocean
I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve read like 5 novels, thousands articles from internet or magazine, watch movies, re-watch my old dvds, write some stories and poems, tidy things up, shopping until I don’t know what to buy and what I need anymore (sigh). Tell me anything I’m suppose to do.
And suddenly it just reminds me about you. Yes, you. Sorry. It’s been 2...
Sorry, If I make you bored, you can leave.
DRP: I don't know If I'm turning to be someone mature, or I'm just sick or anything could have happened to me. But I find myself, try to figure things out, again, again and again about life. And now it's like I'm coming with something "new", I find out how life is so different for less fortunate people, and I'm thinking......... so hard about what to do in my life. And what can I do to make it more than just a boring story?
Ketika aku hanya sebuah rintik hujan yang ditakdirkan mampir sebentar ke bumi mencicipi udara hampa yang menyuguhkan segalanya. Semua rasa yang ingin kau cari atau pun tidak sama sekali tersedia pada rasa yang sebenarnya hanya hampa. Hanya ilusi yang mempermainkan kecap rasa yang sebenarnya sudah mati tak berdaya.
-My own reverie.
Stumble & Fall
Sometimes it’s hard to leave our so called home, and it’s even harder when someone around us think that we can’t even stand on our own feet and still need their help. We try to sound nonchalant about it and pretend to be sure about it, while inside we finally find out that we are seeking for our own ability to stand on our own. And we must admit we are still not sure about that...
“You were not born a winner, and you were not born a loser. You are what you make...”
– Lou Holtz (via littlemiss)
Please help!
My right-ear hurt so muuuuuch, I hardly hear anything from my right ;”“”“”(
It’s like being half-deaf (again).
“I can’t dealing with feelings anymore, I don’t know why. ”
– My own reverie.
13328.) i wish my life was like gossip girl
(via blogsecret)
except for the dramas. Being rich, and you have nothing to do with your brain. Because it’s okay being stupid, you have all your needs until the rest of your life. Living in NYC. Beautiful and perfect.
Not being such a hypocrite, I admit, we do this tiring activites only to make life go on. And to make it work, we need that one word, money. Sigh.
Sometimes I wish I could...
“It’s difficult to ever go back to the same places or people. You turn away, even...”
– Gabrielle Zevin, Elsewhere (via julie911) (via kari-shma)
Double Trouble
Am I having a cinderella complex? Don’t get me wrong, feels like I’m acting like I’m a princess. Gross. The thing is, this is a problem. It’s not as beautiful as it sounds. Well, Cinderella complex is someone who has problem with perserverance.
per⋅se⋅ver⋅ance to...
“Hello how are you, heart?”
– My own reverie.
“Life is full of choices, so we will never run out of options.”
– My own reverie.